2day in sch was still okay lo.. get back EL paper 1 & geog result.. EL P1 get 36/60 & geog get 20/50.. haiz.. the day for mi went on smoothly as 2day after sch got rain.. Yeah! very gd for mi cos i dun wan to go plaza wif him(u noe hu la..).. instead, i and hong yao went to the usual place to have our lunch, den after tat went straight back home..

Haiz.. 2day very the early reach home.. abt 2:45pm i reach home.. den abt 3pm i went to zzz as i m not in a mood to do anything and somemore it still raining heaviy wif storm.. abt 5:20pm i wake up and take a bath.. after tat use the computer for a while b4 having dinner at abt 6pm.. den now i go check my mails first b4 my father use the computer later.. haiz.. later i dunno wat time i going to zzz cos later i will do hw, and den do nothing.. 2day not really in a mood to chat on the phone.. so if tml u all see mi very sleepy or moody, it's very normal.. cos i may not have a good sleeping nite..

Haiz.. tell u all y i very moody 2day.. cos i was thinking of my lifestyle, whether how bad is it at this moment.. yes, some of u all may think tat mi and thiam hee after sch always spend the time together very the happy and enjoy de, but actually, u all r wrong.. yes.. he may think tat way, but i really dun.. everytime go see his dunno watever fish thing, tok to mi abt fish thing, think i really enjoy it huh?!? den sometimes oso trying to delay the time for mi to go home one de.. very the sianz lehz like tat.. den always bully mi and make mi very angry de.. i dun see other ppl doing tat to mi, like pushing mi to step and kena the patch of water when raining, anyhow touch my hair(when i got apply gel on it) on purpose, beating very hard behind my back, and i oso dun like him always touch my shoulder(like giving mi bad luck like tat).. den always ask mi to accompany him home from plaza to his void deck(which is around pending area) or will ask mi to accompany him to the bukit panjang park where he can stop at the bridge to see his dunno watever fish thing la, nv even accompany mi home(at least to fajar lrt somewhere around there la), he expect mi to do tat to him??!!?? henry did advice mi to go tell him everything tat i mentioned above, but i really dunno how to tell him straight to the point, cos i dunno wat will his reaction be, how will he feel abt it, and wat will happen for both of us, do we ended up breaking the friendship, or having quarrels, or so on.. but seriously i dun really wan to break the friendship wif him, unless i really have no other choice.. i wonder how wonderful will my life be without him.. haiz.. too late liao la.. now already towards to the end of sec 4.. if i can go back to sec 1 den gd liao.. cos sec 1 i can still choose the group of friends tat i wan to be wif.. by the time in sec 3 or 4 we alreadi like somehow very the stable liao, noe hu to be wif, and to get along better wif.. Haiz.. y ar y ar i muz be like tat le??? Wat should i really do?? should i still keep this to myself till dunno when or should i juz tell him straight to the point? if tell him, den how should i tell him le? wat should i say to him? Haiz.. i stop here for now liao la..