Haiz.. this morning i come to sch very de moody de.. in class i oso like no mood to study de.. 2day u all see my face den u all noe how moody i m.. usually in the class i not so sleepy, tired and quiet one de.. in the parade square henry help mi to tell him part of my problem to him, den i will settle wif him the rest.. onli during recess and after sch(wif hong yao, jun long, mao shan) den my mood become better a little bit..

haha.. den after sch when mi, hong yao & jun long walked down from the staircase (the P.E store one), we saw mr sng there, and he ask all of us to come here juz to help him buy the chocolate.. actually is somehow like force us to buy one de.. den my 50 cents is gone juz like tat lo.. aiyo.. after having lunch in sch canteen den walk straight back home..

haiz.. after reached home for a while thiam hee called mi.. den he ask mi y i 2day like so moody like tat.. den i tell him everything abt it(my blog one, yesterday).. he oso tell himself tat sometimes he really treat mi too much(guo fen) and tat he still continue doing tat to mi, like accompany him home but he nv accompany mi even once, etc etc.. although this matter is settled peacefully, i still feel regretted after wat qing long tell mi last night, abt the sec 1 thing where i nv join him, zhi wei they all, and eventually be bonded together like wat it is now.. in sec 1, i dun really noe how to choose the right friends tat i wan to be wif.. if i join they all, den this thing won't happen to mi now liao.. i feel happy for them when they can be bonded together, have the same lifestyle, and oso to stay happy akways.. but i oso feel sad when i think it's too late now for mi to be like wif them.. haiz.. really hope tat i can go back to sec 1 2001 again but i noe this is impossible.. wat's over means over and cannot be undo.. now i dunno how m i going to start a new lifestyle all over again.. cos now is alreadi towards the end of sec 4 liao.. y can't my life be as carefree, as happy as them? y my secondary school life muz be a miserable one? y m i so stupid as to not join wif them and lead a happy life.. y y y?? i really hope tat time can bring mi back to 2001 when i was juz a sec 1 student?? so wat if i get 93/100 for my prelim poa? does this really bring mi true happiness for mi? the answer is NO! getting 93/100 for poa is NO BIG DEAL compared to the problems tat i m currently facing now.. haiz.. 2day i really wanna say until here.. hope tml will be a better day for mi, not like 2day when i was super moody and quiet in class..