Haiz.. today i thought it will b a happy mood for mi.. but the day really proves mi wrong..
I still can accept the fact tat i failed my EL paper 2 for prelim, cos i have confidence in myself tat i can pass my paper 1.. but when it comes to A Maths result, it really disappoints mi a lot.. i dun expect myself to be perfect for anything oso.. i juz onli hope to at least get a pass for this.. but in the end, i failed to do so.. paper 2 alreadi like tat liao.. i dunno how badly i have done for paper 1 until we noe our result.. i get very sad when i heard tat i onli get 38 out of 80 marks.. and at tat time i was controlling my emotion and mood, but in the end, i failed, really cried for a moment b4 i start to cool down.. i was really in a bloody bad mood till now.. i dunno whether will i be able to sleep well tonight, or juz listening to moody songs till daytime.. to really go and cool down and do a reflection..
i really do hope tat my EL won't end up juz like how i did for a maths.. wat's over means over.. things tat had done cannot be undo.. i'm always hoping tat i can pass my a maths exam at least once for this year, but i failed.. this is really the end of the story for a maths this year.. if i manage to proceed on to sec 5 next year, i will make sure tat i will work extra hard and hope to get the expections tat i wan for a maths..
got to write until here as i really dun have the mood to continue writing.. hope tml's day will not be like today.. if not if everyday dun have the mood to study, den i shall suffer for n level.. oso wanna thank those hu went over to comfort mi when i m really down.. cos wif u all giving mi the confidence to go and face all these things, i will promise tat i can really prove myself better next time if i have the chance.. okie.. cya tml in school..