Saturday, October 09, 2004
2day so song! Whole day @ bball court!!
2day early in the morning wake up.. have my breakfast and set off to play bball @ 6 head wif henry, zs and yan xiang.. den reach there i see zhi wei, kelvin, and a few ppl there.. den play till abt 9 something zs, yan xiang and henry left the court, den mi will go play wif zw the all.. play till abt 2pm den go have lunch.. den oso learn new skills 2day.. gd for mi..
den i go back home and take $$$ cos i in the morning i onli bring $5 for breakfast.. not enough for mi.. den i went back to greenridge(Os G Value) to meet up wif them.. reach 6 head again they all go play while mi kenneth and boon hoe have our lunch(in packet form).. by this time alreadi got more den 10 ppl there le.. den after tat shoot for a while and den say wanna have match.. this is the period when i become moody(nv really show my expression so most ppl will not noe tat i become moody at tat period of time. y le? ok.. i noe i'm new to 6 head, so ppl there(even if the ppl there all i noe one) oso nv count mi in for the match.. ok.. this one i understand, but at tat period of time, i really can't control my mood.. so ... ... . i always have the feeling in my mind tat i m been (onli one).. my mood onli partially recovered when it's close to 7 something when later go senja grand to have dinner wif them.. notice tat 2day i write a short blog and content are in general one. this is b'cos i 2day really mood swing a lot, den i dun have the mood to write a long and detailized blog for today.. 2day afternoon i did feel very very de left out for the match.. tat's y i m some kind of 'super' moody juz now.. but usually in nite time, i will automatically become more understanding and tat's y my mood for now is moderate(at least better den juz now in the late afternoon).. yah.. maybe is b'cos i m really new to the 6 head in their own eyes, tat's y i'm so left out.. as u all noe tat i really hate to be left out when hanging wif a group of ppl, den 2day pian pian like tat lo.. but in the end, i dun really take it to heart cos i can understand this situation.. i was thinking tat i waste close to 1 bloody year to play wif thiam hee at the petir bball court(sux to the core!!) cos for the last 1 bloody year since november 2003, I DID NOT ACTUALLY IMPROVE MY SKILLS!! I REALLY REGERT ABT THIS!!! but it's alreadi over le.. cos once is over will nv can be undo again.. haiz.. time juz cannot went backwards.. for those ppl hu think tat i m super damn lousy, nvm, i will try my very best to prove u all wrong! Nothing is impossible for mi.. Yah.. some ppl may think tat i really dun have the playing bball talent or i'm fated by the god tat i cannot play bball.. Although i may feel tat way, but if i'm willing to put in all my hard effort and time to do it, i believe one day i will improve a lot for bball skills.. and oso thru this, i really hope tat i can get to noe more ppl over there and those hu i noe one, esp those thru prefects one, will get to interact and understand and socialise well wif them.. tat's all wat i wanna say abt 2day's event for mi.. tml den write again bahz.. nitez nitez..
++ quoth Victor Lim at 11:59 PM |