HmMm.. Just now having a good talk regarding both me and Z.S's problems(mine more).. This is the 1st time in my whole entire life going out with a friend in the middle of the night, and somemore, he's one of my best buddies.. He ask me in MSN to "pei" him to Greenridge Shopping Centre to buy food/drinks at around 1:15am and eventually i managed to go out secretly w/o letting them knowing that i'm going out, and from buying food/drinks became sitting down under nearby void deck of the block and have a good talk over our own problems (心事)..

First, talk about my problems.. This is something related to the Queensway thing.. After having a good talk over this, i gonna solve the following problems with my parents:
1. Going to his house for overnight
2. Work
3. Going out
4. Trust & Faith in me
5. And other problems which concerns b/w me and my parents (especially my mum)

and i also gonna try to solve the problems by myself:
1. Not being flexible
2. Stamina
3. Bullied by other people
4. Decision making (to have a decision by myself)
5. And other things which concerns b/w me and my character

This coming tonight i'm gonna sit down with both my mum and my dad with my brother and sister already sleeping and have a good talk regarding problems b/w me and them, and i hope that i can solve all these problems successfully & peacefully as my mum's currently having sore throat and i dun wish to end up having quarrels/unhappiness among themselves and of course, me..

Second, regarding his problems, i shall not say it right here cos of privacy.. i can just possibly say out everything as he may not like me to do that here.. If it were the other way round, i also feel that way too.. But anyway, just now we really had a good talk outside and i next year (2005) will be a fresh start for me.. I will try my very best to change myself for the better, and i will not let him down de.. Z.S, 为了你，为了我自己人生的一切，我一定会改变自己的。明年将是我的全新开始，明年的我，将会跟以前的我不一样的。。 I will see how the day goes for this coming tonight..