Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Ha|z.. aLrEaDy 1 TeRm FinIsH Le aNd ThE WaY sHe TrEaTs mE, ... ... ...
Haiz.. already term 1 finish le and i still notice that she(those in my class one u shld noe hu) still treats me the way how she treated me for the past few months since the beginning of this year. I really don't know what exactly she has in her mind towards me, and how she feels i also don't know. Yesterday night, Hui Yee sms me and ask mi why i always look her(not hui yee ah) in a strange/wierd way. Actually I don't really like that lo.. What i think is that maybe some of my friends still saying about me and her, somemore say it when she's around, and that she may not feel good that way, and hence, the way she treats me now still doesn't improved, even by a bit also don't have. And i also noted 2 things, 1st is when i sms her and asked her something, she did replied me, but after a few sms that she sent me, she will end it with "Bye", and the 2nd thing is when i wave and say "bye bye" to her outside, she don't even bother to look at me, but when others say the same thing, she responded back. Until now i still don't really understand why she still treats me that way? This friendship between me and her is like there's no friendship like tat de.. haiz.. and i also very stupid cos i can't think of ways to make her feel happy and laugh, just like the rest of her friends, and even if i can think and do it, does she really feel happy about it? I doubt so.. Haiz.. i really hope that things can get better for me and for her as time goes by.. I'll observe it for the next 1 term or so and see how the situation goes..
++ quoth Victor Lim at 4:43 AM |